| mmmm so right now it is fridaynight at 9:35 and i am at the rec helping out with the lockin....... im not staying all night tho :).... tomorrow should be funn... hanging out with timmy then who knows... if u wanan do sumthing lemme know! :) then sunday.......... going out to lunch then whoknows.....
feeling weird like gulity or sumthing +plus+ like being pushed away .... not so good... dont no what im gonan do but things are kinda different... :(
oh well im off to go swimmingnoww! :) wish me luck tonight :/ bahh lol
LATER SKATERS! :) |
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| yessss a week from yesterday is my birthday may 16th ill BE 16 and then i can DRIVE!!!! wellll i am alowed too but i dont no how... hha havent even taken seg one yet... mmm but thats ok... and OOOOOO my goodness!!! this is grosss!!!!!!! brittney wheat and mcmillian..... i NEED to talk to you guys... since ur basicly the only ones who knows aboht this whole deal... EWWWW im sSUPPER pissed offffff!!! ii bet u no what im talkin about too.. but i jsut dont no what to do about it.. mmmmm talk to you later!
MMMMM SWEET 16!! :) |
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| today-
not sure prob going to the concert in northville and seeing MEGGGIEEE!! and a bunch of other ppl... like alex??!?!? lol
then maybe going to the lockin for a littte while ....
so thats all i guess.......
second geussing about that ceritan "boy" ... (( not joel)) but there are two others :)
then sat- not sure.... possibly going running... then maybe movies with nate?!?!!? (( nate C.))
then sunday who no's.........church then maybe guitar lesson by the fabulous tim!?!?
LATER |
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well tuesday was not the best day ever..... i was having a ok day .. then i call joel.. and he said he wanted a break... well i didnt take that too good.. like i never realized how MUCH i liked him... its o0o00o0o so tough! but im gettting over it... like he said we could still be friends adn what not adn thats kool ... but it think that would be way too hard for me.... cuz i dont no ... like i sitl kkinda like him... but it doesnt seem like he likes me.. and it never really did.. sad but true.... oooooo why does it have to be like this?... so wed me n britt mac :) were in serivce thne i could NOT hold it in ne more... i tryied my hardest but it all came out .. al of the tears.. i was BALLING cuz of this little incodent... then britt started crying cuz she didntr want to see me sad. o0oo0o0 i lLOVE her dearly! THEN we went to the b room... talked and we were all better... im over it.. i moved on and were still friends i geuss.. buti havent talked to him since... hes sitll haas like my cds adn sweater.. and pants! lol well i have his pants and sum other stuff... but imean i think it was for the better that we did... cuz i kinda... well i like sum one else.. maybe ... im not too sure right now... thigns are iffy and i dont wanna jump into a relati0n ship...... well like he wants to .. bu ti can only wish.. adn wait! :).... but so ne ways ... wed i didnt go to school in the morning cuz i only got onehour of sleep tuesday night... and my eyes were like 8 feet long and soo0o0 puffy! lol but... now all is well.. for now ... im scard when i see him i willl like feel all of these amotions and crap... but il be fine .. i can handle it! :)...... welll tonight is thursday and 2 hours of the oc is on.. and TRI-HIGH!! :) starts at 6:30? .... well al i no is i want to go!!!
enuf sobbing for now! :)
--- muchlovee---
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| MMMM good day today...
cuz...
:):):) FALL OUT BOYS NEW CD HITS STORES TODAY!! :):):)
oo000o0o SOO gettting it!
well my birthday is in ...... less than 2 weeks... ((may 16th)) :) and i still dont no what i am going to do for it.. my friend amanda said that i should have like a party in the garage .. and habe garage bands play there... like battle of the garage bands??... hmm my mom didnt go for that... butjoelie did! lol he wants his band to play at my party :) ... if i even have one :(......hhmm well just have to see what hte rentals say...
im out..
later skaters! ;) |
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